Culpability

When we finally take responsibility of our own actions, maybe it is then we can forgive and be forgiven, then maybe we have the right to ask others for the same.
I always tried so hard to forgive them, yet I just couldn't get past it, now I have received the blessing of sorrys' and somehow I realized that I should have been the one asking for forgiveness not trying to find it for them, although it was for me.

It's funny that life's lessons are interpreted so differently, by our minds, by our hearts. Why couldn't I see what is so BLATANTLY apparent now. I always thought I was smart, or somewhat intelligent I'm no Stephen Hawking but I do have my moments of brilliance. How could I not see that what I most needed to do what was what I most needed to have? UUUUUGGGGHHHHH (Charlie Brown style).

It's amazing I made it thus far, Life certainly is sneaky, or maybe I was just in a different temporal zone. Looking through a magnifying glass when I should have been using a microscope.
Ahhh, it's never too late though, one can always change the present, hopefully writing a different future, although never the past (unfortunately) except in a new light and with a different lens.

Here's to enlightened spirits.

Maybe losing Vengence and Anger will make me lose weight too or is that being greedy???

Namaste